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Monday, March 31, 2008
moodless 8:45 PM

urgh.
im seriously not in the mood now.
as in like.
its like my damn birthday tmr and i should be excited or something.
but is like i rather not celebrate.
is like i just read someone's blog.
is like you become independent,congrats la.
but you cant expect EVERYBODY to be independent also wad.
as in some ppl are not like you lehh.
you must understand tt.
ppl are different in different ways.
some can adapt well like you mayb but some cant.

and to _____
i dunno whether you bother to read or something,
if anyone read this,
pls tell him or something.
im sorry.
i think mayb i was stupid.
just forget wadever huey ming sms-ed you in the first place.
i really dun wan things to turn out this way.
but ya.
just forget everything and wadever huey ming sms-ed you.

and i think tmr will be a boring day.
cos like tisha is not coming to sch cos she got fever.
and its really HIGH.
all thanks to cumar man.
THANKS.
ass.
you are forever picking on tisha.
give her a break la.
bitch.
GET WELL SOON TISHA):


Saturday, March 29, 2008
GAGAGA! 9:12 PM

urgh.
i shall talk bout today then on fri.
bout today.
wake up really early to go sch.
got sjab.
and today was FLAG DAY.
its was horrible.
my legs are gonna break ANYTIME.
is like we hav to go round and ask for donations.
first,we went to serangoon central.
walk walk walk walk one whole big round.
ask here ask there.
some kind souls.
some mean souls too.
then we decided to change venue cos we saw alot of sch coming.
then we went to LITTLE BANGLA.
haha.
LITTLE INDIA.
okay.
you noe wad.
THE BANGLAS ARE SO DAO CAN.
stupid.
okay.
wait
i went with CHEN YUYING,ANNABEL WONG AND EMILY MDM.
haha.
emily mdm is famous for luring zi go peh.(pervert)
yuying is not famous in little bangla cos shes china doll
annabel is famous for i dunno.
im famous for bangla ppl.
haha.
oh and we met our first zi go peh.
it went like this.
we were crossing the road when this guy said HELLO to emily mdm.
then emily mdm ask for donations.
then the guy stick out his tongue and on his tongue he had the sjab STICKER.
GROSS.
emily mdm kinda freak out and screamed.
then he like so happy then he keep sticking out his tongue and smiling.
then emily mdm was like ZHI GO PEI!!!!!
haha.
still got alot of encounters
but got too many le.
okay.
we walked like dunno how many KM...
first we from serangoon central walk walk walk.
then mrt-ed to little bangla.
then we WALK AND WALK AND WALK AND WALK AND WALK until BUGIS.
then bugis like got alot of ppl form sjab from other sch.
SOME DAO US SOMEMORE.
wah piang eh.
but some said hello.
then we decided to mrt to lavender.
then from lavender we WALK WALK WALK WALK to some big hawker center.
then we decided to go table to table donations.
tt was how our tin got HEAVIER.
then we walk walk walk until 1.30 pm then we walk to sjab HQ cos it was near the hawker center.
and it was REALLY NEAR.
my legs are like gonna break anytime.
many things happened but lazy to type.
OH AND I WAS SEARCHING FOR MARCUS QUEK WEN JIA.
but never find him.
so many ppl.

OKAY.
NOW FOR FRIDAY.
IT WAS THE WORST...
i go forward everything.
i got last for my relay.
actually i can get second last 1.
but then i knew lydia lay was catching up.
then when she caught up with me,
i went laughing.
then after the race she complain tt when i run i made alot of noise.
haha.
oh.
the WORST PART IS.
I GOT SUNBURN.
so terrible.
is like after i went swimming.
my whole FACE WAS RED.
MY BACK GOT THE SHIRT LINE.
AND ITS HURTING ME NOW.
JUST KILL ME.
MY HAND IS LIKE CHOCOLATE.
THEN YOU TURN THE OTHER SIDE,
SO FAIR CAN.
SO WAD LEHH.
idiot.

i now at my cousin hse.
oh and swimming i was like dao-ing.
urgh.
i dunno wad to do.
like damn wad can.
IM GOING GAGA!


Thursday, March 27, 2008
good luck to me man 9:18 PM

urgh.
i tmr doing public duty.
and im running 4x100m.
comfirm last lor.
is like i competing against all the netballers and trackers
how you expect me to win?
ah ya.
just as long as finish the race then okay lor
AND VEGETABLE TAKING PICTURE!!
HAHA.
ah ya,
vegetable is tisha's sister.
haha.


Wednesday, March 26, 2008
FLU DAY):< 9:07 PM

me,fong and yappatan took a 113 bus AND THE BUS BROKE DOWN HALFWAY..
so we decided to walk back fong to her "jiajia".haha.
okay.
i got short term memory loss.
so like i kinda forget wad happen today.
can someone just take a GIGANTIC HAMMER and hit me hard?
haha

TODAY WAS FLU DAY AGAIN.
urgh.i suffered can.
then i keep making up songs.
like
"wenxuan the red nose person.
has a really red red nose."
then bla blabla.
got a long way.
but i lazy to type.
haha.
im creative kay!
byebye(:


Tuesday, March 25, 2008
URGH! 6:13 PM

URGH.
i think i really made my cousin pissed off.
wadever la.

OMG.
VIVIAN HENG BOUGHT NEW PHONE ALR!
when is my turn to get new phone!>:(
i think is like never lor.
stupidd.

URGH again.
tmr is wed and got chapel, and PUBLIC SPEAKING.
BORING.
omg.
i dun wan to go sch alr.
so boring.
i cant stand the teachers.
fri is sports meet.
which is sports day.
AND IM RUNNING!>:(
is like i ran so slow tt time they still put me in a team.
ass.
i comfirm last 1 lor.
got public duty too.
and im doing full shift.
cos like i rather do public duty than squeeze with everybody under the shelter.
URGH.
i hate this week.
URGHHH!!!!

oh yes.
on the happy side,
me and tisha yap brought home a PEBBLE EACH.
and we drew on it(:
haha.
i need stamina for my swimming.
im always last now.
slow pok me.
argh.....


Monday, March 24, 2008
wads wrong with me. 9:01 PM

omg.
today i swear i irritated everyone.
haha.
i was just blabbering about _____ and my feelings to them in school.
and i kept repeating and repeating until i cried.
then 1 moment.i laughed.then cried again.
played with the water in home ec class,wasted the soap.
threw the gummy in the basin,cover it with soap then washed it and ate it.
URGH.
just let me die.
i dunno wads wrong with me.
im sad.
THANKS EVERYONE WHO HAD TO LISTEN TO MY BLABBERING TODAY(:

is like.
i seriously cannot take it.
i keep asking ppl for advice and stuff.
i asked huey ming to do something.
THANKS:D
and i got the answer alr.
D:


Saturday, March 22, 2008
i dunno wad to do now. 12:37 PM

im cookie monster?
You Are Cookie Monster
Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth.

You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around.

You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking

How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"
http://www.blogthings.com/thesesamestreetpersonalityquiz/">The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

haha.
i read amirah's blog an took this quiz tt she took too.
and im cookie monster
so cute la.
i just read some of amirah's post.
then the next moment is tears rolling down.
as in like.
im really sad.
and IM SORRY AMIRAH
im sorry to everyone.
i really dunno wad to do now.
i love my clique.
but as wad amirah said.
the clique broke up.
as usual to wad happened to all my other cliques.
i dun wan to be clique-less
who wans to be clique-less.
but all i wan is a happy clique tt can really last for the rest of my schooling life.
or mayb just this year.
im i asking for too much?
i dunno.


10:32 AM
























HAHA.
i went out with erm.
who ah?
wait.i forgot
AH!
evan,esmer,lydia,tasmin and ME.
HAHA.
okay.we went to Peninsular.
then the shops tt we want to go in was not open.
so we go eat SUBWAY.
"SUBWAY EAT FRESH"
HAHA.
actually,the trip was a long 1 and many things happen.
but i lazy blog about it.go to evan's blog.
she posted EVERYTHING in details.
haha.
i bought alot of stuff.
haha.
then we went the Esplanade just for the toilet.
cos we went there.
wanted to slack and wait for lydia and evan to meet us then we play there.
but when we go there,
the called us and say no time.
so we had to rush back
we only went to the toilet.
haha
THE TOILET IS SO HIGH CLASS CAN.
haha.
we went to bugis before tt.
so we travelled here and there.
at bugis got this SEX SHOP?
sick.
I GOT LOADS OF BLISTERS.
had alot of plaster on my leg.
haha.
went to swimming after slacking at kovan.
i walked from hougang interchange to swimming.
cos thought tt will hav nobody yet then later i alone again.
turn out to be got ppl very early alr come le
...
HERE ARE THE PICTURES.
REMEMBER TO GO SEE EVAN'S BLOG FOR THE FULL TRIP DETAILS AND
TASMIN'S BLOG FOR THE PICTURES:D


Thursday, March 20, 2008
HELP ME. 6:54 PM

erm.
i think the clique problem is starting all over again.
cos of some ppl.
and some problems.
i really dont know wad to do.
who to follow next and who to side.
i really dun wan to see anyone cry or something.
but i think i must leave them alone or something.
or THEY JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
ARGH.
im mad.
i really dunno....
i cannot take it anymore.
i feel like changing school can.
is like i really feel stressed up.
i wan to die.
i think i will just break down 1 day.
D:


Wednesday, March 19, 2008
ILOVEMYGIRLFRIENDS:D 9:49 PM

HAHA.
IM BACK TO THE TOPIC OF YESTERDAY.
WE TOOK LOADS OF PICS.
but mainly is TISHA YAP UNGLAM ONLY.
TISHA UNGLAM QUEEN OF THE YEAR.*BLING*BLING*

haha.
i only took pics of clique and ME and 1 tisha unglam.so cute la
HERE ARE THE PICS.
but before tt.
talk bout today.
actually.
i forgot wad happen today.
SO FORGET IT.
PICS BELOW!
if you wanna see the full collections of unglam queen,go to VIVIAN HENG'S BLOG:D





I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS!THEY ARE THE BEST.JUST THE 3 OF THEM WILL MAKE ME SMILE:D


Tuesday, March 18, 2008
HARPYBURPDAYBELINDALEELEELEEEEEE!ILY. 6:54 PM

HELLO.
today is BELINDALEELEELEELEELEELEELEELEELEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE'S
SWEET14thBIRTHDAY.
we went to vivo.
walkwalkwalk to macs all because of TISHAYAP.
okay.then we ate macs.
no.we took away.
we went up to the place got water water 1.
then on the end no water.
then we sat in the middle of no where.
ate our stuff.
chat,laugh and CAMWHORED!
OH YES.
WE BOUGHT BELINDA A CHOCOLATE MUFFIN AND ADDED A CANDLE ON TOP.
i keep making the fire.
then when finally got fire.
WIND GO BLOW.
haha.
i think the muffin squash le cos she put in her bag cos she was kinda full.
haha.
then we walked and went to TOYS R US
AND PLAYED AND PLAYED AND PLAYED.
haha.got this gigantic hammer.
we take as weapon and played.
HAHA.
i bought the smaller version to bring to sch and play.
okay.
then mrt-ed home.
in the mrt got this BANGLA.
he pervert 1 can.
gross shit.
then i walked back form kovan.
HAHA.
VIVIANHENG HAND GOT SPLINTER AGIAN.
haha.
will upload the pics later cos its from vheng camera.

ANYWAY.
HARPY BURPDAY BELINDA LEELEELEELEEEEEEEEEE YI NI.(yi ni=indonesia)


Sunday, March 16, 2008
ALIEN HOMINID:DDDD 12:45 PM

OH YES!
I FOUND A GAME TT I USED TO PLAY!
ITS CALLED ALIEN HOMINID.
i was a pro last time.
but now i play i keep dying le.
haha.
and another game i found which is like almost the same as alien hominid.
DAD N ME.
haha.
kill ppl 1.
its fun lor.
haha.


Saturday, March 15, 2008
I WANT A CHICKEN BURGER. 8:16 PM

omg.
i swear i want to buy skinnies man!
like really really soon.
cant wait lehh.
i seriously got no clothes lor.
i need more tees too.
who got time go with me bugis?!
haha.

and.
i hav been craving for mac chicken since like YESTERDAY.
i dunno why but i really feel like eating.
must eat tmr.
hiya.
or any chicken burger also can.

i rather get my own clothes than SHARE with someone.
shes like using it all to HERSELF.
last time before we buy say wad we share.
IN THE END
still using it to yourself.
next time just say not sharing la.
no need act kind 1.
stupid.

ARGH.
i feel like eating something.
but im fat now.
must lose weight.
HELP ME.
D:


swimming and quotes. 9:59 AM

yesterday.
went to swimming.
and koh huey ming never swim cos she felt sick but she still come..
anyway,I SWEAR I SWIM DAMN FREAKING SLOW CAN.
everyone suppose to swim freestyle go and back.
I WAS LIKE SWIMMING DAMNDAMNDAMN SLOW!
then when go back tt time,
i swam frogstyle back.
OMG.DAMN TIRED!
went to supper with them.
but alvin went home.
went all the way to SENGKANG.
we ate burger king.
they keep saying.
"eh.you okay or not."
or
"eh.stop emo-ing la"
im not emo-ing and im fine.
im just tired.
haha.
then took a bus home.
jing rui had to wait for my bus to come then he could go.
THANK YOU!
and there was this super fat woman got boyfriend 1,
shes like super fat and she wore tube.
she looked scary too cos of her piercings on her lip.
but its damn freaking cool.only for the piercings.not the part tt she wore the tube.
i feel like piercing lip too.
but like damn freaking pain.
i think i just stick to ear.
:DDDD
i found the quote from the idiot section
"Facts are stupid things."
like wad the.haha.
from the love section
"You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her."
from the life section
"This is your life and it's ending one minute at a time."
from the evil section
"A budget is just a method of worrying before you spend money, as well as afterward."
is this evil quote trying to tell you to spend and not to be budget?haha.
from the sad section
"It is better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all."


Friday, March 14, 2008
10:39 AM

okay.
im like seriously WAY fat now.
MUST lose weight!!!


my family is starting to read my blog.
actually is my MOTHER AND MY SISTER ONLY.
SO BUSYBODY.
cant they just MYOB.
SCRAMM.SHOO.
just shut up man.
cant they just give me some privacy man.
dun trust then dun trust la.
dun even now whether they even trusted me in the first place before.

okay.
i just tried my recipe and its like omg.so gross can.
think im gonna fail my home ec on monday man.
damn.
just ask her to stop nagging here and there la.


Thursday, March 13, 2008
im sorry:| 6:10 PM

okay.
i feel like apologizing to some ppl
my last time clique.
cos like we are kinda breaked up.
my cousin.
for some reasons for being kinda mean and all tt or anyway i offended you.
everyone.
whoever i offended before
IM SORRY
dunno why i feel like apologizing now.
yupps.

i found this quote tt is really cute.
“Rainbows apologize for angry skies.”
haha.


Monday, March 10, 2008
im hated? 7:56 PM

it seems to be im hated by some ppl or something.
i dunno.
and ___ ____ ____.
i almost going to go out all ready then you come and call me not to go.
PIANG AH.
feel like slapping you can.
FORGET IT MAN.
ass....

OH YES.
geraldine come back from camp.
think alvin also come back from camp.
i hate the holidays man.
i wan school!
D:


Sunday, March 9, 2008
10:28 PM

okay.
like some ppl are like not telling me some stuff.
like 1 ask me wad i do to him
LIKE WTF
how i noe wad i do to him.
then another 1 is i ask whether he coming then say DUN TELL YOU.
wad the hell..........

anyway.
TMR IS KOH HUEY MING'S BIRTHDAY:DDD


IM FAT! D: 1:12 PM

damn.
im so bored now.
and i seriously got fatter.
i think im eating too much these days.
going out to buy present for huey ming later.


Thursday, March 6, 2008
7:42 PM

im not going for camp tmr.
cos im scared of some stuff.
that vivan and the others told me.
i cried.
i swear i was freaking scared.
just end my life here.
im going swimming tmr.


Wednesday, March 5, 2008
7:33 PM

today my class was like filled with BALLOONS?
ahah.
miss liang was kinda irratated by the balloons.
and halfway during class,
I BURST A BALLOON.
GIVE ME HEART ATTACK CAN.
like the whole class went silence.
HAHA.

the rest of the day i kinda forgot le.
i got short term memory.
OHOH.
VIVIAN HENG GO SPRAY THE DEODARANT ON MY FACE.
SOMEMORE I OPENED MY MOUTH SO BIG.
i think some got in my mouth.
and my EYES TOO.
so gross.

I BLEW BALLOONS AGAIN.
haha.
SHIATTT!
im so not looking forward to friday's camp.
im so gonna miss swimming and KOH HUEY MING.
monday her birthday lor.
I LOVE YOU GIRL.
hiya.

OMG.TODAY WAS FLU DAY.
I HATE FLU DAY.
I SWEAR MY NOSE WAS LIKE KILLING ME.
JUST DIE OF DRIPPING.
THE USE TISSUE UNTIL NO MORE TISSUE
HAV TO USE THE SCH TOILET TISSUE.
omg.
i swear the tissue smell like SHITT CAN.
damn gross.
not like i go smell but seriously lor.
cant the sch provide BETTER BRAND of tissue.

OHOH.i took a pic of my balloon!




Tuesday, March 4, 2008
ITS A BALLOON DAY. 7:23 PM


TODAY IS BALLOONY DAY!
HAHA.
its official.
WE ARE PLAYIN BALLOONS ALL DAY LONG after sch.
HAHA.

dun wanna talk bout sch but shall talk bout after sch today.
went to kovan and eat macs.
SAW JIA HUI.
MY LONGLONGLONGLONG LOST PRIMARY SCHOOL BEST FRIEND.
we were like best friends from p1-p4 until we got serparated.
haha.
I SWEAR WE WERE LIKE MAKING LOTS OF NOISE IN MACS
until jia hui come to me and ask me to lower down.
HAHA.
OHOH.i went with BELINDA,TISHA YAP,AMIRAH AND VIVIAN HENG.
they are just the best.
head for kovan.
OMG.BELINDA PIERCED HER UPPER EAR.just.
now she got 2 earholes on the top.
SAME AS MEEEE.
YAYY!

okok.
then we walkwalkwalk.blablabla.
then went to seven-eleven.
VIVIAN HENG BOUGHT
BALLOONS!
then we started blowing.
walk back to sch.
but then half way we take bus.
JUST BLOW THE
BALLOONS ALL THE WAY.
so fun la.

SO OUR CLIQUE NAME SHALL BE

THE BALLOONYYYY CLIQUE.

HAHA.
kay.then i went back with tisha.
SHE SO CUTE LA.

oh.we blowed more
BALLOONS in class.
i brought 1 balloon home and left 3 other balloons in class.

okay.

HAPPY BALLOON DAY EVERYONE.
and tisha yap halfway blowing the balloon,then balloon BURST.
i was like looking at her.she like blow until can die.
then BOOM!
HAHA.


HAPPY BALLOON DAY AGAIN!
omg.1 more thing.i finally managed tied my first BALLOON TODAY.
so happy.


Monday, March 3, 2008
im scared.and im a idiot. 8:26 PM

OKAY.
OMG.WE WENT TO VIVIANHENG'S HOUSE AND WATCH DEADDDDD SILENCE CAN.
ITS SUPER DAMN TO THE EXTREME SCARY.
okay la.
not really tt scary until can die la.
but still,its scary.
omg.the woman tongue is like super long.
then plus all the dolls and dummy.omg.
THERES A POEM IN THE SHOW TOO.

Beware the stare of Mary Shaw.
She had no children, only dolls.
And if you see her, do not scream.
Or she’ll rip your tongue out at the seam.


omg.scary right.
i swear we went to eat together,walk up to vheng's hse together.
SCREAMED together.
shouted together.
scare each other together.
wanted to go to the toilet together(haha)
ran from vheng's hse to sch together just for the toilet
the ran up to 2nd level toilet together
and went in the cubicle.
HAHA.
we did so many things together.
OMG.
belinda was so greedy.so took so many pieces of tissue.
leaving me 1 piece only.
knowing tt we all are really urgent.
SHE STILL TAKE HER TIME TO TEAR THE TISSUE.
haha.

THEN THE CUBICLE I WENT GOT SOME SHIT ON THE TOILET BOWL.
I SWEARRR ITS DAMN GROSSS..

then we started saying wad "Ï GIVE YOU SEEDS AH."
haha.JUST LEHH BELINDA.

had FUNN TODAY.
okay.
i failed my home ec.
LIKE HOW CAN TT STUPID WONG FAIL ME.
nvm.
shall try my best for my pratical.

ANYWAY.im scared of the mary shaw woman.
cos she the woman who killed EVERYONE.
so gross.
she take out their tongues.
imagine tt.
omg.
i scared tmr later i take the lift lonely.
OKAY.STOP SCARING MYSELF.


he seems to be talking less and less to me now.
dun even know whether he still take me as a ____ ______ or not.
or was i the idiot who still thought we were still ____ ______.
i think im a idiot.


Sunday, March 2, 2008
I CUT MY HAIR TODAY]: 4:13 PM

i cut my hair today.
and like i asked the auntie to not cut my fringe and my side.
and like she say cut a little bit.
then i like say okay la.
THEN SHE GO CUT
SNIP SNIP SNIP.
THEN SHE GO CUT MY FRINGE LIKE DAMN LOT CAN.
ASS.

WAH LAO.
now i look like a boy.
A BOY!
i wan my fringe.
and she go cut the side also.

like shit her la.
now cannot like 'whoose' my hair to the side alr.
haha.
STUPID.
so ass lehh.

THEN SHE CHARGED ME $14.
JUST ROB ME.
i feel like wearing a wig now lehh.
so boy.
or a plastic bag or paper bag also can.
LIKE WAD THE HELL LEHH.


Saturday, March 1, 2008
9:54 PM

im like such an idiot.
it seems to be like he kinda ignoring me.
or like he does not wan to talk to me or something.
gives me the feeling like.
'ARGH.STOP TALKING TO ME WILL YOU.'
i feel really irritated now.
i feel like i irritated someone too.
well.
dunno la.


i suddenly feel like piercing 1 more now.
shall pierce 1 another day.